Nancy's Crazy Adventures

I give up now, he's not listening to me again, won't answer his phone to me or respond to texts. I'm starting to wonder if I'm pissing him off, he's got even more problems now than he had before, but I thought we were getting on well.
Why do men always do this to me? I really must just attract nutters, I shouldn't care so much. But it really felt like me and this guy had something, and he feels it too.

Why do I do it? trying to get Christian to contact me is like beating my head against a brick wall. I have to be strong and just forget him, I can do it, I've done it before.
I saw him on Tuesday, he leant me a CD, and played me music, and he sang to me, and we sang together a bit. It was nice, I rang him the other night and he spoke to me, seemed fine. Then yesterday I texted him asking if we could meet up, no response whatsoever. Ignorant bastard! When I saw him he said he wanted to cool it, I was fine with that, I just wanted to talk to him. I've just found out some other head fucking information you see. He's the bloke Carol Anne went out with after her a Nick split up! Just to make things a million times more complicated. He doesn't know I know this, and I don't know whether its a good idea to tell him or not. At the moment he doesn't seem to want to know me.

Didn't realise it had been so long since I last came here, as you can guess I've been busy. I've fallen in love with yet another hopeless nutter, who'll surely break my heart. He's called Christian, and is tall and big with brown curly hair. Quite btontesque, and fantastic in bed. But very messed up at the moment, and giving out confusing signals, I don't know what he really wants, and neither does he by the look of it.
He rang me up off his face crying and telling me he loved me, but then acts like nothing happened, probably doesn't even remember.
I don't know how I let myself get screwed up by these guys so much, but with him its different, its like he really does love me, I'm not kidding myself, he's just too fucked up to show it. I don't know what to do now, I haven't seen him since Friday, he never contacts me unless I contact him, and I know he's got another woman. But things he says suggest he doesn't want to be with her, but who knows whats really going on in his head.
I've decided to just leave the ball in his court now, wait for him to contact me, in his last text he said he'd be in touch.