6 February 2005

Last Post for today.

It's nearly mid-night, I've just had a bath, after spending hours surfing traffic exchanges, had some wine and been smoking weed all night. I'm feeling pretty sedated now, looking forward to going to bed and rubbing flavoured massage oil into my boyfriends body and licking it off.
I'm happy with Vinny now, we get along well, the sex is better, but I'm still haunted by Christian, it's so sad it has to be this way, but what can I do? I'm better than I was, all I can do is wait and see and what happens, so frustrating.

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