15 May 2005

Trying To Carve Your Place In The World.

Like everyone else will or has been, I'm at the point in my life where I have to do something to insure my financial future, or I'll just have to land myself a rich husband. This was never my ambition, and in fact the prospect depresses me beyond belief, so I'm desprately trying to support myself.
It's a horrible time of uncertainty, and fear of where I'll end up if I don't succeed, but there's finally a light. if I can find some kind of steady income I can concentrate on more creative things, so myBlog will become wildly more interesting and inspiring!

10 May 2005

Time Out.

Just needed to take some time out to some creative writing, I've spent days clicking things for credit or fractions of cents, it's driving me mad. This is not how I'd like to earn a living, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel, it should all start pay off soon, then I'll be able dedicate more time to creative things. I need to make a baby quilt for Jespah's new baby, that's important and shouldn't take me long, I've had the material for ages just haven't got round to it.
Of course I also haven't written anything other than my blogs for ages too, which is disheartening, but at least I'm doing something.

8 May 2005

Been Busy.

I've mentioned before I'm not working at the moment, so I've been trying to earn some money on the net, looks like I'm finally getting somewhere I've joined the 1.7 million dollar plan, and am going to pool all my PTR earnings into it. I've joined Studio Traffic and 4 daily, I'm finding 4 daily the best so far. It's frustrating I can't even come up with the small amounts of money needed to upgrade a bit in all these programmes, but I'm getting there slowly. If you want to help you can click here, and let the pages load fully, it will help me to earn some money , you can click every day if you want. Thanks to everyone who clicks in advance, every little helps.

I've also given my flat a good spring clean, we made a nice curry last night, half of that's in the freezer, and there's a big piece of boiling bacon for dinner today. I've also recently joined "my space" and started using my blog there, yet another one to maintain! This will remain my main blog though, that blog will be for my hobbies and the groups I've joined over there.

The weather here has gone all dark all stormy again for some reason, but that's British weather for you. There's also been an election over here, Blair got back in, I'd voted liberal Democrat, but wasn't too disappointed, as labour have lost their majority.

2 May 2005

Summer Is Here

It's beautiful day, though sadly I can't go out until I have sunblock, or I'll burn like a lobster, it's still a relief to see the sun though. Just joined another directory, at "The Blog Resource" they look like a good site, worth joining, 150 blogs already. I have a link box thingy to them in my sidebar. I've also just joined "Blog Soldiers" they really need some people surfing right now, I'm just getting the traffic soldiers blog over and over again.
Thanks to everyone who's been commenting, I try to respond to them all, it's nice to know people are reading.
My doll blog has got some attention recently, turns out I have some rare cornish shallowpool dolls I inherited from my mother. They are gradually being included in the only website dedicated to the dolls.
The bank holiday has been boring for me so far, hopefully the evening will more interesting, I need to try and write a story again I think, I'll never get anywhere if I don't even try after all. There's a summer course at the Isle Of Wight college on screenwriting, my dad will pay for it for me, that will get me going again I'm sure.
I did a lot of gardening for my dad yesterday, I've grown loads of seeds for him, loads of dwarf sunflowers and natsurnums. I've also planted loads of wildflower seeds that will attract butterflies and other insects, his garden will look great. He's had it all planted up, with a hedgerow against one fence. I'll take some photo's around june when it's at it's peak.
I'm just watching "Crocodile Dundee 2" on the telly, the traditional crap film on a British bank holiday afternoon, at least this ones funny, and the one where the guys going to jump and off a building, and he walks round the corner. You can always tell what decade these films were made in were made in by the music. I should go now and do something directly productive, and watch the rest of the film.